ruts

Well I have not been on here for awhile. 
Think I know why as well, took me over an hour to get into this bloody account. I love you google but all this google plus stuff is agonizing and for some reason I have 2 accounts and it was so confusing!!! 
BUT I AM BACK!!!

Well we got married. We got a cat. I cut my hair. That is it. That is basically the last 2 years of my life. NOT MUCH HAS HAPPENED! 
That is a wee bit sad hey. 

One of the reasons I wanted to frolic with the dinosaurs again was because I am in a rut. A big yucky rut. I quit my job because I loathed it. But then the next day I freaked and stayed on as a casual. This was nearly two years ago and I am still working there! 
I still do not know what to do with my life. I am THIRTY. I started uni. I was too impatient for uni. I stopped uni. I know nothing but banking. That is just amazingly boring. I mean do I really want that to be the rest of my life? I know that first I am a mother and then a wife and then a banker. A banker really. I worked hard to be a bloody banker? hahaha how crap and embarrassing is that? I mean the perks are great. My work is flexible and easy but something has to give. 
I am bored and I do not know what to do. Should I go back to school? I should I just suck it up and be a banker (ha) for the rest of my life? 
Oh gosh I don't know. I mean I should be happy I have a job right? Whatever. 

All I know is I am need a bit of guidance, some advice but I am 30. With 2 kids. My interests are wine and reading. Can I be paid to read and drink? Would be nice. 

Anyway, may be another two years before I type again. 

Optus + iPhone = shit

So my phone is smashed. Front & back. Yes it was my fault but why make a phone in this material? Or did they do it on purpose?!!
So I call Optus because I have no idea when my contract is up and I kind of need a new phone now & I refuse to pay to fix it.
My contract expires on the 3/3/2013. Though if I want to upgrade now it will cost me 300 something. If I wait a few weeks it will cost me nothing. So I can't see how they cannot waive that fee? They already get enough off me because I am paying so much to have this shitty phone anyway.
So I ask the lady how much will it cost to terminate my contract. This is after she tries to cross sell me a different Internet contract....
She transfers me to a different department. Which is not open yet. Go figure.
Basically I cannot wait to get rid of this phone. The home button stopped working ages ago, my photos don't load on the computer and apple is rediculous for storing songs. Their ads use to be cool.

I will really enjoy getting a Samsung Galaxy. Half a mind to leave Optus as well because of their stupid procedure.
I write this with glass in my fingers.